Thursday, March 23, 2017

 Evermore

 



I was the one who had it all
I was the master of my fate
I never needed anybody in my life
I learned the truth too late

I'll never shake away the pain
I close my eyes but she's still there
I let her steal into my melancholy heart
It's more than I can bear

Now I know she'll never leave me
Even as she runs away
She will still torment me, calm me, hurt me
Move me, come what may

Wasting in my lonely tower
Waiting by an open door
I'll fool myself she'll walk right in
And be with me for evermore

I rage against the trials of love
I curse the fading of the light
Though she's already flown so far beyond my reach
She's never out of sight

Now I know she'll never leave me
Even as she fades from view
She will still inpire me, be a part of
Everything I do

Wasting in my lonely tower
Waiting by an open door
I'll fool myself she'll walk right in
And as the long, long nights begin
I'll think of all that might have been
Waiting here for evermore!

 Lyrics from "Beauty and the Beast"
Performed by Josh Groban
Music and lyrics by Alan Menken and Tim Rice

Thursday, July 3, 2014

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Saturday, January 18, 2014

To Papa, who loved his family like a treasured gift, who disciplined, who protected; who gave everything that he could for us to be everything that we are...Happy birthday! We all love and miss you.

Tuesday, January 7, 2014

Friday, December 27, 2013

There are days when love is quiet. It does not shout from mountain tops nor seeks attention. It just is. Some days love makes you feel sheltered, like a soft blanket on a cold rainy day. It is always there keeping you warm in a gentle embrace as you move through the days and nights of your life. So you see, love can be many things. Even when I don't write my thoughts in words or poems, remember that you will always be a part of me, that part that always calls me home at the end of the day.


Sunday, November 24, 2013

Of Heartstrings and Love Songs

They say that there's a song that just tugs at your heart and brings back memories of days gone by. For some, it creates a new one.

Today, I came to see my nephew Noah at his school's Grandparents Day program. Being the doting uncle that I am, I wouldn't miss it for the world. After watching him perform their number to the tune of "Chicken Dance" and seeing Noah dance in his chicken outfit, it left me amused and proud of the little boy.

But nothing prepared me to what happened next. As a final song to cap the program, the children were asked to go to their respective grandparents' side. Noah, with all smiles and excitement, hurriedly went to his Lola Cynthia and stood next to her. A familiar tune played in the background and all the children started to sing...

"You are the one who makes me happy, when everything else turns to gray. Yours is the voice that makes me mornings and sends me out into the day...

As the timeless Karen Carpenter classic played amidst the gathered audience, the voice of the singing children seem to fade and all that I could hear was Noah's angelic voice serenading her Lola who, in a heartbeat, broke down into tears.

"You are the crowd that sits quiet listening to me in all the mad sense I make. You are one of the few things worth remembering, and since it's all true, how could anyone mean more to me than you?"

Unexpectedly, I felt my heart melt and tears were welling in my eyes. I tried holding back my tears, but the moment just struck me. Memories of the love and affection that Papa and Mama gave me when I was growing up came and took me back to when I was a little boy again.

The sweet and innocent voice of Noah gave new meaning to the song for me. I realized that to love the people that matters most in our lives knows no time, no boundaries or distance. Simple acts of thoughtfulness and affection sincerely given creates a strong bond that brings us closer together and makes us more loving to each other.

"You are my heart and my soul my inspiration, just like the old love song goes. You are one of the few things worth remembering. And since it's all true, how could anyone mean more to me than you?"

Thank you Noah boy. You taught your uncle a beautiful lesson today.

P.S.

This is also dedicated to my little sister Tatee who is celebrating her birthday today. Couldn't help but think about her whenever I hear Karen Carpenter love songs. Happy birthday Tatee! Remember that wherever you are, our love always goes with you. Can't wait to see you again.